Plenty of online blogging, and I have not been able to keep up with just one, let alone updating. My faithfulness in regards to posting frequently is of lack to label me as a cheater. Yikes.
Considering I've had a lot on mind though, this may change and if it does, I'll treat myself to a scoop of Butter Pecan.
As corny as this may possibly be, I will openly confess that I love those YouTube videos that have music and clips of a pretty girl during her interviews, or a candid moment. Why? Because I wonder if I capture anyone's attention that way. This is how I see it; you know those monologues in movies? When a girl walks in slow motion with her hair being blown by the imaginary wind, when she's indoors, and you slowly turn towards her. Yup, one of those captivating moments. Little do I know, perhaps I am being stared at -even though it is a little creepy. If someone can find any way of doing such in a movie like feel, then by all means, blow me away. In my head, this is how I see it...
He has an infectious presence when he enters the room. To keep him from knowing that, I turn my head the other way, and just watch from the corner of my eye. Now and then I find myself to be like every absent minded teen, trying to feed herself some bullshit about self discovery. So far, I know this - when he holds my hand I feel whole, so typical and yet so true. Not that relieved type of wholesomeness, but that feeling as though you didn't even know you were missing a part of yourself. Its better to find something you weren't even looking for.
Get it?
Good.
