east coast post.

I asked myself the other day, why don't I write as often? Although my reasons do not permit as legit, I figured any reason is good enough.

1. Not enough time.
2. I often write to complain.
3. Artistic inspiration has lead to somewhere else.

Reasons one and two are pretty depressing, and really no reasons at all. I looked at my previous scribbles; Wow, I complain and write when I'm upset. This is not a surprise, assuming that the best writing derives from fury and passion. Three, seems feasible. I recently painted a mural on my wall, bake almost everyday, buying more fabric to one day successfully make a gown and lastly, I've been doing so much more reading that writing.

I received my acceptance letter to both Boston and New York - applying to schools on the East Coast was just a spontaneous thing. I did not really expect to get in. Yes, I am totally considering it. I have a year and a half until I graduate, and perhaps I should just stick it out instead of bouncing from school to school. Chicago to DeKalb, back to Chicago, and then to the East Coast? I thought I should possibly wait until my high education to achieve these dying dreams - but what is the time is now?! Then, what? Did I throw it away because I was too nervous? or even, thought too much? Being a double major, and transferring schools is such a pain in the ass. Most of my credits did not even come through, and several of my AP credits were not able to count considering they were "old." OLD?! Was high school that long ago?

Well, on a brighter note, I have time to think about it; a month to be exact.

Only time will tell. Either, I go to the East Coast and conquer it. Or, I graduate in Chicago, and then go the East Coast. Which ever I choose , I am sure I will pave some way for myself.

postscript; I am no longer underage. Beers for everyone.