Color me blue, I'm lost in you.

-Canon Rebel xti
-A set of Acrylics & new brushes
-Guitar stand and/or case
-Black Wooden Frames
-Sketch Pad w/ charcoal
-35mm Canon
-Bleach dye for hair
-Singer Sewing Machine
-Black nail polish
-A nose piercing

BOOKS
-The Manual
-Sex & the City: Kiss & Tell
-In Cold Blood

DVDs
-Sex & the City, S. 6
-Gilmore Girls, S. 6 & 7

I'm feeling artsy, sad enough, that does have a price. Well, minus the hair dye, nose piercing, Sex & the City, and so on. You get it, right? I became quite the industrial woman, relying on just buying things as they are - that was never really my preference. I had to find my inspiration. I needed that eye opener to define something more than black and white. Something more than shades of gray. I needed color. Now that I am seeing teal to crimson, I'm taking the jump to become creative again.

The right side of my brain is bigger, and while the left side begs for more attention, I only seem to please it when adding how much to pay for my next bill cycle. Oh left side, I will come back for you as soon as school start. But on the weekends, the right side has all my attention.

Usually, when I had some heartbreak, or a bowl full of tears, I found that I couldn't do anything. I wasn't motivated to press my fingers against an instrument, or write, or paint, or read. Rather, I'd cry and wonder what in the world did I do wrong to deserve such angst. Then - something clicked. You clicked.

Thank you.


Love of my life, my soulmate.
You're my best friend
Part of me like breathing
Now half of me is left

breathe.

Color me blue I'm lost in you
Don't know why I'm still waiting
Many moons have come and gone
Don't know why I'm still searching

Don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you love me ?
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me ?